Next phase of my life

I know that sometimes it may feel like I am exaggerating the amount of conversations that I have regarding the concepts of awakening, yoga, and being aware. Sometimes, I get so lost in the feeling of love that it becomes my only reality, so tangible that there is nothing I can do but share it from the bottom of my heart. That reality surrounds every corner of my body and thus I become overly passionate about it. And I know that sometimes, for some people, especially for those who are very close to me, it becomes unbearable and excessive. As I understand their point of view, I am doing everything within my power to neutralize this fire within me to keep my relationships safe and sound with them.

But I also want you to know that this is my reality and there is nothing I can do but fulfill it. If otherwise, I would be sacrificing from experiencing my true sense. This state, this mind set is where I feel totally free, where I am totally ME. This feeling is what I live for. And in turn, if I could touch and/or inspire even only one single soul, I know that they will pay it forward. One good deed, one selfless action, one heart to heart connection will pay itself forward and this will cause a ripple effect. I will not only be touching that one single individual but also to those many others whom they also touch in return.

You see… I believe in that one single starfish swept by the sea to the shore. That one single life I might touch, even for a second, is more than enough for me. So, yes, although it may annoy you from time to time, the possibility that someone might hear what I have to offer at that moment in time is exactly what I live for. As long as that possibility exists and is a valid reality to me… I will keep on my journey on this path. Who knows may be I might be able to shed a light on your day one day too.

And this is why, today, I am considering continuing my yoga education, planning to attend the next 300 hours of teachers training course I have taken. I choose to live life fully and listen to that tiny voice rising from within my core, from my soul. And I am so looking forward to this next chapter of my journey.

Today, this is my reality and I tend to seize it. What I might choose to do with all this, weather I really will be a teacher in the future someday is something that I will know when I know it. Not before, not after. So, today, I choose to see it through and listen to my heart like there is no tomorrow. Because, as far as I know, NOW is all that we have, we should seize it fully!

And to my loved ones, I know that I could be quite handful sometimes but know that I love you and I am ever so grateful for your support and understanding of this path that I have chosen. Thank you ­čÖé


believe

Believe… Believe in anything but have a belief in this life. Mostly believe that whatever is happening in your life is your doing, you are in the situation that you have initially intended to be. For your growth those people, events, situations are happening. Open your eyes and see it. Change your perception, not the situation, in my humble decision, that is the key to growth. You can only change yourself. With this belief in your heart, surrender to life, come what may… Know that, it is all happening for your sake. Surrender and learn and change and move gracefully through life with this lightness in your heart. Know that you are being protected and loved. That is why life is there… to challenge you, to push you into a better version of yourself. Act from your heart with honesty; do not fall into the traps or the expectations of your mind. Free yourself from your boundaries because you are free in the core, your soul is free and happy… Feel it and act from that place. Love yourself regardless of the limitations that you were born into… Shine as you were intended to be….

Yal─▒kavak, Bodrum, Turkey

Yal─▒kavak, Bodrum, Turkey